venusundae | (no subject)

hrmnmnrm i'm here nervously waiting for my v first meeting/consultation dealio w a new therapist for emdr and idk why i am scared or even what i am scared of? not being like stable enough to actually go through w it? or not knowing how to handle a life where i am not actively sad and hurt over a million things a day? idk!

but there is a live laugh love sign in this office that's literally right above the psych hospital i was in only a few years ago and i think that's a hilarious image of my progress so i'm just clinging to that til things feel better