boo that's miiine
Feb. 19th, 2019 10:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
venusundaei had a dream last night where my mom was keeping things from me in her own room. my freshly laundered underwear, my old cell phone, the only food in the house with which to make a sandwich!
and i would find reasons to go in there and get something for her, or talk to her while she was in there, so i could scope out the scene and mentally log where all my stuff was. most of it right out in the open.
and i'd come up with weird plans for how i would snag two pieces of lettuce, and they'd have to just sit in my bedside table drawer until i could find a way to bring the bread i just sliced into my room too, and anything else i wanted on the sandwich. i'd go into her room while holding my cat so i could use his fluff to hide when i grabbed my phone from her table after pretending he was just sniffing around.
and if there is any message for me to gather from this i doubt it has anything to do w my own mother. frankly she's probably the last person in my life i need to worry about 👀
but i think it does have to do with others who have put themselves in power over me, and how i can and will take back what is mine from them.
(now i just gotta figure out how exactly)
and i would find reasons to go in there and get something for her, or talk to her while she was in there, so i could scope out the scene and mentally log where all my stuff was. most of it right out in the open.
and i'd come up with weird plans for how i would snag two pieces of lettuce, and they'd have to just sit in my bedside table drawer until i could find a way to bring the bread i just sliced into my room too, and anything else i wanted on the sandwich. i'd go into her room while holding my cat so i could use his fluff to hide when i grabbed my phone from her table after pretending he was just sniffing around.
and if there is any message for me to gather from this i doubt it has anything to do w my own mother. frankly she's probably the last person in my life i need to worry about 👀
but i think it does have to do with others who have put themselves in power over me, and how i can and will take back what is mine from them.
(now i just gotta figure out how exactly)
