venusundae: seohyun with her hair blowing in the wind (158 (earth angel))
ideal partner goals: they talk about me the way seohyun fans talk about seohyun



venusundae: tiffany greeting the camera (036 (my love is making me so special))


"This is my favorite picture (I know it's orange)"

this is honestly the first stupid thing i have laughed outgoddamn loud about seeing on the internet in like weeks. sweet tiffany with a decade plus of letting us know she loves pink so much that now she can't even openly fav anything else without a disclaimer. and on im yoona's birthday even. i luv them thank god i just spent the last 10 years paying attention to them so now that we've all grown and chilled out i can laugh at the stupid shit they say about each other on insta and feel all nostalgic or whatever before moving on w my chill adult life wow here's where we've come and it's actually fine, y'all
venusundae: hyoyeon and taeyeon sit together and rest (016 (thanks for laughing with me))
it's probably rly silly how i complain about some of my friends and how draining and hurtful it is being around them and then let that distract me from the absolutely sweet and lovely and thoughtful and just amazing friends that i could instead be spending my time with

just so silly!!!

 



look at these beautiful things my friend sheep sent me~! a darling lil handwritten christmas card (the honeypot a nod to my old soshified turned discord username "honεy" that i took back when honey was my favorite soshi song and the username "honey" was already taken lmao) and lil calendar cards w her awesome art on them sobs. and none of us even asked, she just sent them to us out of the goodness of her heart. i'm rly blessed to have this soshi fam in my life tbh~
venusundae: seohyun leans on her hand in front of blossoming fruit trees (269 (all my love is for you))
just now i read a sentence saying taeyeon cried while singing, and in turn i almost started crying like damn girl that's all it takes anymore? Read more... )
venusundae: yoona in the futuristic mr mr tour outfit (054 (stir it up))
this is sweet and i wanna remember it

@sunnysunny515: Hot chocolate and chocolate cake.... Partners of fantasy..❤️ #SMT

@sunnysunny515's comment: Hot chocolate and marshmallow is a combination of fantasy, I can't give it up

venusundae: sooyoung, taeyeon and yoona pose with hyoyeon while celebrating her birthday (020 (but we're together now))
i pulled an all nighter last night just for the hell of it and bc i made the stupid decision to buy more energy tabs from the dollar tree. they're only a dollar! i got two! i know it's stupid!

and i spent my all nighter screencapping soshi mvs and cropping resampling and editing them so that i could impulsively send 49 of the mr mr ones to walgreens for printing at 4x4.images! ) that mv is my brainweird aesthetic in so many ways (which is especially considering the corruption incident before debut aha), and it includes my nine fav girls, so now i have a dedicated wall!

said aesthetic themes include:



dissociation

one/twenty-four )


also happy easter apparently?
venusundae: taeyeon with her pink hair blowing in the wind (035 (you set me free))

okay so it's 10:45 in the morning and i haven't slept all night and right this minute as i type i'm supposed to be doing writing sprints w jake but i have this song on repeat and i just can't sobs this song is so damn good and even the lyrics are precious please listen to it and read along and fall in love w these girls w me every day over again
venusundae: my heart, from both directions (230 (we're all we need))

girls of light
blinking in the light
praying for the light
waltzing with your shadows

i think about the sheen of your hair
sweet chips in your teeth
bright laughter
smooth hips
and i'm weeping with
my shallow thoughts

who wants to remember
your beating heart
swollen with fear
and the teary rivers
clogged by burden we couldn't understand
"shame we lost such beauty"

is that our real curse?
my honeys, dear sweets
our love is laughed at during life
seen as childish and over-zealous
in death as insincere

in truth i've lost your nicknames
and better recall every show
i'd never actually seen
but it's the chills that stick with me
from every time you'd open your arms
and hearts
to me
to many
shame we lost such beauty



one.

venusundae: my heart, from both directions (you make my heart sing。)
Alright, so I've had letterman jackets and a variety of gold rivets and spikes in my "want" list on ebay for too long not to want to suddenly get crafty after seeing cute girls be cute in said articles. So this is just an excuse to post pics of my girls and pretend I'll use it as inspiration quicker than I ever really will ^^ on then~


BC I MEAN WHAT A CUTIE <333
yay babies )
venusundae: tiffany giving hyoyeon a kiss during her line girls' generation (194 (where my heart is going))
Sometimes there are little frames that we're told we are supposed to fit. And they look nice, with pretty ornate edges and enticing colors. But try as you may you spill out of the frame.
I think it's about time we learn to make our own frames, and to have fun while doing so n___n


It's a comfort to know that whenever I need strength, I will automatically think of you.
And for that i am ever grateful.
venusundae: my heart, from both directions (159 (meow))
I think that's why I fell, so so hard, for Super Junior. Because they were a bunch of dorks with dreams bigger than them as kids who didn't know what to do with themselves. And they were brought together somehow, and they all loved and lived together in imperfect perfect harmony. It hurts me, sometimes, to think of them traveling together, and eating together, writing and slumbering and crying and laughing and hugging and punching and loving and loathing and smiling and being together. I feel a little sadness, behind my swelling joyful heart, whenever I hear my darling Soshi girls wax lyrical on how nine stunningly different girls came together to form a family. Because I know that that was once what my life looked like. That I naively assumed it could be that way, too. And so we are not a family. None of us makes our awkward group a full pastry where we could have been a doughnut without a hole! We are a toxic pancake, and we've owned that, for ~better or for worse~!
But there's always somebody who will eat the first pancake, right?
venusundae: hyoyeon with glitter on her face for w korea magazine (072 (tears dry on their own))
  • "If you're not SNSD, you'll never understand." --Choi Sooyoung

welcome

venusundae

venusundae

sylvia . xxxvii . libra




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