i like just the way you are

it's pride month and we're so back

( gayyyyyy )

okay! note to self for the hundredth time!!!

stop ! having romantic dreams about your friends that you can't date!!! and probably wouldn't want to date ever anyway!!! (even if she is cute)

this is nsfw but not in a fun or sexy way (just an embarrassing way lmao) ( uuughttdgj )

totally legit life aspiration as of yesterday that i just keep thinking about: retro pop and rnb cover group made of just sapphic women and all the songs are gay now

very cool first date ideas!

💘 we're on a beach, in soaked linens, as i watch her carve pearls out of the oyster we just found in the sea together with a custom ornate blade and we create a unique sigil with the bumpy pearls and fistfulls of earth like fistfulls of hair and of flesh in simple pure moments of connected bliss in the wet sand an emblem not only in space but in each step of it's creation representing our love story from beginning to unmet yet end and aphrodite herself emerges from the sea born again in each moment of romance manifest anew and annoints our hands with her tears as our fingers intertwine and in that instant every cell in our bodies and every grain of sand sticking to our skin and the mineral and the sea and the air around us become a sacred whole through each dimension, the newly christened Only Goal for our mundane bodies moving on in our mundane lives to find within ourselves every new day we awaken amidst the clunky obstacles of this physical plane knowing there is more than this and we have already been it from the initial instant we existed as aphrodite melts back into the sea leaving a kiss atop each of our heads and reaches the waves that guide her home through our toes one last time taking our sigil of pearls with her

💘 we make rice crispy treats and watch every monster high movie (except maybe the reboot but i'm flexible)

💘 i introduce her to my cat and we wiggle yarn for him to chase while talking about our mental wellness goals

13 Eros
giver of pain...


i'm just like. rly gay today...

ho hum

this lil guy was sitting outside of a shop i had to pass twice today bc it's right by john's work and i was running around picking up and dropping off drag time posters for him (which "look great btw" hmnhm thanx) and i kept thinking about him and before i went home i literally like turned around to go take a picture of him he makes me cry



i guess he's a badger. i thought he was a bear until i read the price tag ($160 wooo) but the other big guys around him are bears. i like bears! but badgers are okay too~

i can't wait until i reach full wilderness lesbian status and have a sweet lil cottage in the woods to put this guy and a whole family in front of to guard our home and allow only tender and happy things past our threshold wow love it i'm tearing up a lil

 femme 4 femme? femme 4 butch? um femme 4 well really just any lady who is kind and thoughtful and funny and cares about my feelings and listens to me and bonus points if she cooks but rly i love takeout as much as the next bitch oh and must love cats also whenever sh

hey here's a super universal and relatable feel: when you promised a deity to use an amount of money you asked of her for purchasing specific thing, part of which includes items in your etsy cart, and she totally pulled through but now your stalling a lil bc you're going back and forth between different specific items of the same concept just bc now that you're here and the purchase is here you wanna make real sure that this particular item clearly communicates to my target audience that i absolutely want pretty and funny and sweet ladies to flirt w me and maybe also marry me hey girl wassup call me

SO i'm awkward in social situations sometimes. i absolutely know this. sometimes less than i want to admit like just to myself, i will be driving to a place feeling all confident and smooth and even plan out witty shit i am gonna say or whatever and then show up and am like yea nope, malfunction malfunction malfunction i forgot how to speak or walk the 100% right lmao whoops. but i know it, i do. i just don't think about it if i can help it lmao.

that's probably why i like being drunk so much. bc then i just act how i wish i could always act - the way i act around people i am very familiar and comfortable with, in a familiar and comfortable setting! if not a lil bit stupider than usual. but rly, just a bit

but even being drunk out of my fucking mind two weekends ago at my friend's birthday party could not save me. i did a dumb thing. a totally non-threatening, unharmful, completely goofy and embarrassing and silly and absolutely dweeby thing. ( smh )