haha let it g o
Dec. 3rd, 2019 10:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
venusundaei'm so embarrassed and i would say i need to make this post to just get it out but i have already told this story to four different people and then referenced it again in a discord chat and it hasn't left me. this is honestly so stupid and in like two weeks it won't matter any more BUT i need to make this post just so i can say HAHA LET IT GO.
the theater i work for is producing frozen jr right now. it officially opens on thursday! very exciting. another show i am working on also opens this weekend, but it's happening as it's own fund-raiser outside of any producing entity. one kid i knew from working on winnie the pooh earlier this year auditioned for frozen and didn't make the cut. super sad but it happens, it just sucks because she was four! she only just turned five like last week. she's sensitive okay haha. and i found out from her cousin that they did not even know how to break the news to her that she wasn't in frozen i guess! so much so that she had been cast, but dropped out just to avoid the subject with the kid 👀
i took the opportunity to say "hey " can i cast your kid in this other christmas show since she didn't get into frozen and they were like oh yea sounds like fun. and probably a good distraction from that other show she was planning to be it right!
so the context here is i have zero excuse for what i said tonight... which was, after this little five year old, in her elsa sweater she wears to rehearsal all the time, shows me her frozen toy from some fast food kids meal, i turn to her mom and say "you know they are doing frozen at [that theater]"? like the biggest asshole and cruelest idiot alive! ever!!!
oh my god. every time i think i've forgotten it i vividly remember it with my entire body and exclaim, aloud, "oh my god!" because i feel so bad. and i'm sitting here wondering how to most tactfully explain to her tomorrow "i definitely care about your child as an individual person i just have done like three shows since those auditions and also don't sleep very well" when i see her tomorrow evening at rehearsal again.
and just now i said to myself ugh god i just can't let it go.
HAHA LET IT GO.
and that's it that's the point of this post thank you and goodnight.
the theater i work for is producing frozen jr right now. it officially opens on thursday! very exciting. another show i am working on also opens this weekend, but it's happening as it's own fund-raiser outside of any producing entity. one kid i knew from working on winnie the pooh earlier this year auditioned for frozen and didn't make the cut. super sad but it happens, it just sucks because she was four! she only just turned five like last week. she's sensitive okay haha. and i found out from her cousin that they did not even know how to break the news to her that she wasn't in frozen i guess! so much so that she had been cast, but dropped out just to avoid the subject with the kid 👀
i took the opportunity to say "hey " can i cast your kid in this other christmas show since she didn't get into frozen and they were like oh yea sounds like fun. and probably a good distraction from that other show she was planning to be it right!
so the context here is i have zero excuse for what i said tonight... which was, after this little five year old, in her elsa sweater she wears to rehearsal all the time, shows me her frozen toy from some fast food kids meal, i turn to her mom and say "you know they are doing frozen at [that theater]"? like the biggest asshole and cruelest idiot alive! ever!!!
oh my god. every time i think i've forgotten it i vividly remember it with my entire body and exclaim, aloud, "oh my god!" because i feel so bad. and i'm sitting here wondering how to most tactfully explain to her tomorrow "i definitely care about your child as an individual person i just have done like three shows since those auditions and also don't sleep very well" when i see her tomorrow evening at rehearsal again.
and just now i said to myself ugh god i just can't let it go.
HAHA LET IT GO.
and that's it that's the point of this post thank you and goodnight.
