tw. sexual abuse
Dec. 26th, 2012 11:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
i hate to sound like such a downer, but a truth about many of the stories i write is that
most of it ties back to being sexually abused as a child. In one way or another, that is always a part of everything I do, so of course creation of anything is one of them.
From every part of the process. From the realizations to the self loathing to the guilt and darkness coming from inside, to the gradual conquering and the breaking of patterns and the conscious choices to not become what your abuser has put inside of you.
It sounds pretty rotten and awful, I think, at first. But I promise you that it really is beautiful that I have this sort of outlet for myself, and it brings me more joy and healing than you could imagine whenever I see that somebody else enjoyed what came out of it. So thank you for letting me share my stories with you.
most of it ties back to being sexually abused as a child. In one way or another, that is always a part of everything I do, so of course creation of anything is one of them.
From every part of the process. From the realizations to the self loathing to the guilt and darkness coming from inside, to the gradual conquering and the breaking of patterns and the conscious choices to not become what your abuser has put inside of you.
It sounds pretty rotten and awful, I think, at first. But I promise you that it really is beautiful that I have this sort of outlet for myself, and it brings me more joy and healing than you could imagine whenever I see that somebody else enjoyed what came out of it. So thank you for letting me share my stories with you.