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venusundaelife lessons from the last few weeks
1) if i wanna actually remember shit i gotta make the post right when it happens or else i'll lose it
2) a lot of people in my life are more lesbiphobic than i thought
3) i've been settling and i don't have to do that
yea i should've written this post a while ago bc there's a bunch of stuff i knew i wanted to say but can't remember boo hoo i always get tired and fall asleep whenever i remember there's stuff i wanna do lmao
our two weekend run of five lesbians eating a quiche is over! it was such a fun time and i loved seeing everyone love it and honestly everyone who didn't come to the show sorely missed out and that's a shame. it was my first time running tech and tbh once i got the hang of it i did rly well and enjoyed it a lot! but i also don't know if i could jump at the chance to do it again for another show bc i'd probably never have as much fun watching the same show so many times over in a row after this one bc this one was just so great so now all subsequent shows will be in its shadow.
that being said this was exactly the kind of collaborative creative project i've always wanted to be part of but always thought was too good to be true. and so i did it i settled for things that didn't inspire me but just happened to be going on around me and only now i've really truly been given the fire under my feet that will allow me to ask for more and expect it. and that's pretty cool stuff.
1) if i wanna actually remember shit i gotta make the post right when it happens or else i'll lose it
2) a lot of people in my life are more lesbiphobic than i thought
3) i've been settling and i don't have to do that
yea i should've written this post a while ago bc there's a bunch of stuff i knew i wanted to say but can't remember boo hoo i always get tired and fall asleep whenever i remember there's stuff i wanna do lmao
our two weekend run of five lesbians eating a quiche is over! it was such a fun time and i loved seeing everyone love it and honestly everyone who didn't come to the show sorely missed out and that's a shame. it was my first time running tech and tbh once i got the hang of it i did rly well and enjoyed it a lot! but i also don't know if i could jump at the chance to do it again for another show bc i'd probably never have as much fun watching the same show so many times over in a row after this one bc this one was just so great so now all subsequent shows will be in its shadow.
that being said this was exactly the kind of collaborative creative project i've always wanted to be part of but always thought was too good to be true. and so i did it i settled for things that didn't inspire me but just happened to be going on around me and only now i've really truly been given the fire under my feet that will allow me to ask for more and expect it. and that's pretty cool stuff.
