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[venusundae]

it is just a really lonely feeling sometimes to feel like there are parts of yourself you don't know

i just came from therapy and i feel more disconnected from everyone and everything than ever. i talked about my childhood, and how i remember it but i don't relate to it. i don't feel like it was me. and i felt so certain about myself. i know who i am now and i'm so proud of that fact and it's the best thing i have going for myself. but i don't know how i got here. and that's okay... i don't have to. but it feels lonely to not know.