unexpected event
Oct. 19th, 2018 08:21 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
venusundaei was like trying to focus this morning and in its defiance my mind wandered and you know what overwhelmingly persistent thought kept poking me in the damn eye and nudging at my ribs? that it would be a worthwhile use of my time to go reread homestuck
now i'm on page 31 smh
the issue is not that i'm a snob who thinks that now that the hype is over it's NOT COOL to imply any interest in homestuck. yea! sometimes it's fucking stupid sometimes it's pretty cool and i appreciate that w/o trying to pretend it's something it's not but also recognizing it's something different for every reader anyway including myself. rly it's just that i'm sooo fucking busy lmfao.
i guess i'll let it be my procrastination go to until it isn't or until i get to the ending that i've kind of mostly forgotten but at least know i was mostly unhappy with haha we'll see.
maybe then i'll be reminded of all the tiny details i'd need in order to feel confident enough to continue a fic i left hanging a few years ago that i sometimes still get kudos and comments on even now sobs. i just wanna do a good job if i am actually gonna spend time on it! tbh i could probably make it work w just the memory of the characters i have now, especially bc i already have the ending of the fic written out in sloppy notes somewhere, but memory is a big confidence break for me so i'm like paranoid i'll make some forbidden awful mistake boo hoo lmao.
we'll see how it goes
now i'm on page 31 smh
the issue is not that i'm a snob who thinks that now that the hype is over it's NOT COOL to imply any interest in homestuck. yea! sometimes it's fucking stupid sometimes it's pretty cool and i appreciate that w/o trying to pretend it's something it's not but also recognizing it's something different for every reader anyway including myself. rly it's just that i'm sooo fucking busy lmfao.
i guess i'll let it be my procrastination go to until it isn't or until i get to the ending that i've kind of mostly forgotten but at least know i was mostly unhappy with haha we'll see.
maybe then i'll be reminded of all the tiny details i'd need in order to feel confident enough to continue a fic i left hanging a few years ago that i sometimes still get kudos and comments on even now sobs. i just wanna do a good job if i am actually gonna spend time on it! tbh i could probably make it work w just the memory of the characters i have now, especially bc i already have the ending of the fic written out in sloppy notes somewhere, but memory is a big confidence break for me so i'm like paranoid i'll make some forbidden awful mistake boo hoo lmao.
we'll see how it goes
