tw: gross af
Mar. 20th, 2016 10:16 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
venusundaeeating disorder stuff
so i like impulsively bought five boxes of snack cakes the other day. i ate five of the six honey buns~ in one box and gave the other one to david just so i couldn't say i ate a whole box by myself lmao. i did eat the whole box of donut sticks by myself tho.
i've been thinking a lot about my addictive personality lately, and all the things i become obsessed with. and i've become really addicted to purging. i actually really like doing it. it's so gross. and i had a whole nother box of honey buns and i like. i forced myself to eat all of them. i'd just had dinner i wasn't hungry. but i ate them anyway, and it was so terrible i was gagging the whole time i just really didn't want to eat them. but i did anyway. why?
just so i could puke them up afterward.
i'm so messed up
so i like impulsively bought five boxes of snack cakes the other day. i ate five of the six honey buns~ in one box and gave the other one to david just so i couldn't say i ate a whole box by myself lmao. i did eat the whole box of donut sticks by myself tho.
i've been thinking a lot about my addictive personality lately, and all the things i become obsessed with. and i've become really addicted to purging. i actually really like doing it. it's so gross. and i had a whole nother box of honey buns and i like. i forced myself to eat all of them. i'd just had dinner i wasn't hungry. but i ate them anyway, and it was so terrible i was gagging the whole time i just really didn't want to eat them. but i did anyway. why?
just so i could puke them up afterward.
i'm so messed up
