mars is leaving libra finally so maybe i'll stop being so mean already...
i've only made like, what? two dumb lil vent posts here since mars moved in october 22 but that's two too many for me. i've noticed in a big way my perception and how i relate to others changing drastically and it's so lonely and depressing. i feel part of it is just me growing out of certain damaging ideological habits my friends have, and it's a good thing of course. but i've been growing out of this shit all year and it's only now that it made me so bitter and distant. so i wonder how i'll feel in the upcoming weeks about shit.
i've only made like, what? two dumb lil vent posts here since mars moved in october 22 but that's two too many for me. i've noticed in a big way my perception and how i relate to others changing drastically and it's so lonely and depressing. i feel part of it is just me growing out of certain damaging ideological habits my friends have, and it's a good thing of course. but i've been growing out of this shit all year and it's only now that it made me so bitter and distant. so i wonder how i'll feel in the upcoming weeks about shit.

