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[venusundae]

i found this cute owl gif and immediately thought of my lil brother and it made me so happy. one of his fav animals rn is owls, and we've been bonding~ a lot lately bc we spend so much time together since he's schroeder in a charlie brown christmas and i run tech for the show, and we like playing spooky riddle guessing games after i accidentally downloaded this one app w a bunch of them. we're going christmas shopping today and then i'm taking him out for these chili cheese fries downtown that he's been talking about for a while haha, and then we're off to the show. and we're like ten years apart but we get along w each other probably the best out of all our siblings and when i let myself think about it, he's been the overwhelmingly consistent anchor in my life keeping me from going off the absolute deep end in a lot of ways, just bc even when i'm all lost and don't care what happens to me, it's hard for me to forget or push away the thought that i don't want to hurt him w anything i do. even when my pain is louder than anything else, i always spare a thought that direction. and i'm glad i'm still around to hang out and have fun w him and that we're in each other's lives.