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venusundaejust now i read a sentence saying taeyeon cried while singing, and in turn i almost started crying like damn girl that's all it takes anymore?
every once in a while i have the passing thought of "i'm sure not as into girls generation as i used to be" or "i'm probably going to slowly grow out of snsd pretty soon here" probably more bc of what's gone on w the group lately more than anything bc then some pumped up dance track of theirs will come up on shuffle in the car and i'll tear up and i'm like yea no i'm probs never gonna be over this lmao.
i think it's a good lesson for people overall that life changes and things couldn't remain like the hello baby days forever, but i still love and support them a lot and i wanna see them have good lives even if it doesn't mean we get a bomb album every year or a slew of variety w all members on at once.
i'm slightly sad i never got to go to an ot9 concert i guess. i am v nostalgic for shows where jessica was still w the rest of the girls. i mean yea that's a thing. but i don't think about it all that often, honestly. and i don't even think of it ~bittersweetly~ or anything like that. it's just. reality. things aren't the same as they were a few years ago. but i was happy when i experienced it how it was back then, and now i'm happy experiencing their art and careers today, too. i'm a different person as well. it's not sad to me. it just is and i enjoy it for what it is.
i like callin myself a level-headed fan bc i feel like i can be reasonable when scandalous things happen and not over-react bc "how dare anyone even think of slighting this perfect flawless angel goddess on earth . . ." insert all these freaky violent things they wanna do to whoever thought it was okay to even lightly critique the soshi ladies lmao. when things happen and people think it makes any damn sense to say shit like "i know unnie would never do that! sm is just throwing her under the bus" i'm the first to be like "pls... think for a second" whether they're some rando on soshified or like, my good friend tbh.
like that happened recently w taeyeon's car accident. the reports said taeyeon admitted to being careless while driving which lead her to rear-ended someone. that sucks and i'm glad she's okay! we've all become distracted behind the wheel, and it's a blessing when we catch ourselves before something like this happens. but then people thought it was a good ass idea to affirm that taeyeon could never actually do such a thing! ever! in her life! bc she's not just a normal ass person tryin to live and sometimes makes mistakes? i was like bitch and you know bc you've gone driving w taeyeon on the regular? ?? aksjfdla. whatever.
lmao i literally started making this post just to make fun of myself for crying over a sentence about a soshi member crying gettin me all weak but then i've always been good at just ramblin on and on lemme try and wrap this up before i get going into a straight essay.
so anyway. i'm not infatuated beyond recognition or reason, but i can't lie and say they don't have a deep place in my heart. i'm not out of my mind thinking i know them better than anything other than celebrities i pay rly close attention to lmao. closer attention to than any others ever in my life honestly. but i can also admit that over the years i've been paying attention to them that they've left a positive and lasting impression on me. and even if they disappeared from the public eye tomorrow and never recorded another song again, i'd still honor and love the work they've done until now and respect what they brought to my life and so many others'.
i really love 소녀시대, and whatever happens, their legacy will live on in the hearts that they've touched and inspired by following their dream. and my heart will always be one of them ♡
every once in a while i have the passing thought of "i'm sure not as into girls generation as i used to be" or "i'm probably going to slowly grow out of snsd pretty soon here" probably more bc of what's gone on w the group lately more than anything bc then some pumped up dance track of theirs will come up on shuffle in the car and i'll tear up and i'm like yea no i'm probs never gonna be over this lmao.
i think it's a good lesson for people overall that life changes and things couldn't remain like the hello baby days forever, but i still love and support them a lot and i wanna see them have good lives even if it doesn't mean we get a bomb album every year or a slew of variety w all members on at once.
i'm slightly sad i never got to go to an ot9 concert i guess. i am v nostalgic for shows where jessica was still w the rest of the girls. i mean yea that's a thing. but i don't think about it all that often, honestly. and i don't even think of it ~bittersweetly~ or anything like that. it's just. reality. things aren't the same as they were a few years ago. but i was happy when i experienced it how it was back then, and now i'm happy experiencing their art and careers today, too. i'm a different person as well. it's not sad to me. it just is and i enjoy it for what it is.
i like callin myself a level-headed fan bc i feel like i can be reasonable when scandalous things happen and not over-react bc "how dare anyone even think of slighting this perfect flawless angel goddess on earth . . ." insert all these freaky violent things they wanna do to whoever thought it was okay to even lightly critique the soshi ladies lmao. when things happen and people think it makes any damn sense to say shit like "i know unnie would never do that! sm is just throwing her under the bus" i'm the first to be like "pls... think for a second" whether they're some rando on soshified or like, my good friend tbh.
like that happened recently w taeyeon's car accident. the reports said taeyeon admitted to being careless while driving which lead her to rear-ended someone. that sucks and i'm glad she's okay! we've all become distracted behind the wheel, and it's a blessing when we catch ourselves before something like this happens. but then people thought it was a good ass idea to affirm that taeyeon could never actually do such a thing! ever! in her life! bc she's not just a normal ass person tryin to live and sometimes makes mistakes? i was like bitch and you know bc you've gone driving w taeyeon on the regular? ?? aksjfdla. whatever.
lmao i literally started making this post just to make fun of myself for crying over a sentence about a soshi member crying gettin me all weak but then i've always been good at just ramblin on and on lemme try and wrap this up before i get going into a straight essay.
so anyway. i'm not infatuated beyond recognition or reason, but i can't lie and say they don't have a deep place in my heart. i'm not out of my mind thinking i know them better than anything other than celebrities i pay rly close attention to lmao. closer attention to than any others ever in my life honestly. but i can also admit that over the years i've been paying attention to them that they've left a positive and lasting impression on me. and even if they disappeared from the public eye tomorrow and never recorded another song again, i'd still honor and love the work they've done until now and respect what they brought to my life and so many others'.
i really love 소녀시대, and whatever happens, their legacy will live on in the hearts that they've touched and inspired by following their dream. and my heart will always be one of them ♡
