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Aug. 8th, 2018 05:38 pmi'm stupidly self-reliant and maybe in a bit of an arrogant way but mostly in an ambitious way, where i have so many IDEAS and i'm all excited about making them PRETTY and executing them w passion and purpose! and so in a lot of aspects in life i've got a fairly unwavering "i'll do it myself" attitude.

and that's not to say i think i'm an expert in everything ever, by any means. but i like learning new skills and am also rather adept at learning them to apply to specific goals, and also i am not afraid to ask for help when i know i can't do shit or it's impractical to take the time to learn it vs articulating my vision to those who already have the skills to get it done.
like i have VISIONS*°✧˖° of curating my own little creative teams and making bomb ass art in this town omg i get ahead of myself
that being said 👀 i've got TOO MANY other spectacular ideas for shit this town hasn't seen yet and that i've been wanting to do for ages and that are rly important to me (!) to start adding other shit to the list just bc i'm frustrated w everyone who IS doing so in town isn't doing a great job ahem
ie i don't have the time rn to start my own theater company and build my own brand new beautiful ass venue w a gorgeous and consistent brand identity just bc other people suck lmao i got bigger fish to fry!!!
i sound so petty all the time lmao but just sayin this comes out of months and months of being underappreciated and also watching the weird ass way everyone has been treating each other in all the different theater groups/companies/whatever (haha! can you believe i'm not talking about only one!) and i just don't wanna be involved BUT i still dig them shows so what can ya do

and that's not to say i think i'm an expert in everything ever, by any means. but i like learning new skills and am also rather adept at learning them to apply to specific goals, and also i am not afraid to ask for help when i know i can't do shit or it's impractical to take the time to learn it vs articulating my vision to those who already have the skills to get it done.
like i have VISIONS*°✧˖° of curating my own little creative teams and making bomb ass art in this town omg i get ahead of myself
that being said 👀 i've got TOO MANY other spectacular ideas for shit this town hasn't seen yet and that i've been wanting to do for ages and that are rly important to me (!) to start adding other shit to the list just bc i'm frustrated w everyone who IS doing so in town isn't doing a great job ahem
ie i don't have the time rn to start my own theater company and build my own brand new beautiful ass venue w a gorgeous and consistent brand identity just bc other people suck lmao i got bigger fish to fry!!!
i sound so petty all the time lmao but just sayin this comes out of months and months of being underappreciated and also watching the weird ass way everyone has been treating each other in all the different theater groups/companies/whatever (haha! can you believe i'm not talking about only one!) and i just don't wanna be involved BUT i still dig them shows so what can ya do

