somethiiing happened the other day and it's still bothering me but i've been too busy to rly think about it and process it it's just there, kinda bothering me, but i'm busy and i know i'll stay busy for at least the next while, so idk if imma just have to let it fade away and so never be dealt with and so nobody will know it bothered me and so i'll just have to wait for the next time it happens in order to address it and that would just be so sad but gosh i am tired