that's what makes those doughnuts sweeter, i guess~

[venusundae]

I think that's why I fell, so so hard, for Super Junior. Because they were a bunch of dorks with dreams bigger than them as kids who didn't know what to do with themselves. And they were brought together somehow, and they all loved and lived together in imperfect perfect harmony. It hurts me, sometimes, to think of them traveling together, and eating together, writing and slumbering and crying and laughing and hugging and punching and loving and loathing and smiling and being together. I feel a little sadness, behind my swelling joyful heart, whenever I hear my darling Soshi girls wax lyrical on how nine stunningly different girls came together to form a family. Because I know that that was once what my life looked like. That I naively assumed it could be that way, too. And so we are not a family. None of us makes our awkward group a full pastry where we could have been a doughnut without a hole! We are a toxic pancake, and we've owned that, for ~better or for worse~!
But there's always somebody who will eat the first pancake, right?